The Hunter’s Ego
The bar smelled of stale beer and industrial floor cleaner that hadn't quite finished the job. Calla sat in a corner booth, her back to the wood-paneled wall, nursing a club soda she didn’t want. The condensation on the glass made her fingertips slick. Above the rows of amber bottles, a television hummed with the muted glow of a national news network.
She didn't look up until she heard his voice. It was a sound she’d memorized from hours of listening to his podcast in the silent cabin of her car.
"Darius Bell is joining us now," the news anchor said.
Calla’s grip tightened on her glass. On the screen, Darius looked polished. He wore a charcoal suit that suggested authority, but his top button was undone—the look of a man too busy chasing the truth to worry about a tie. The caption beneath him read: *True Crime Expert: The Highway Huntress.*
"Darius," the anchor continued, "you’ve been closer to this case than anyone. What drives a woman to leave this kind of trail across the Southwest?"
Darius leaned toward the camera. His expression was a carefully crafted mask of empathy. "To understand the Huntress, you have to understand the silence that preceded her. She isn't just killing. She’s screaming. I’ve looked at the evidence, the locations, the specific profiles of her victims. I’ve crawled inside her heart, in a way. She’s a woman who felt she had no choice but to burn the world down to be seen."
Calla felt a surge of heat rise in her throat. It was a physical sickness, a greasy sensation that made her stomach flip. He spoke about her heart as if it were a room he’d rented for the weekend. He was selling her trauma like it was a souvenir.
"You make her sound almost like a hero," the anchor said.
"Not a hero," Darius replied, his voice dropping into that resonant, false warmth. "A tragedy. She is a woman who has replaced her soul with a ledger. She thinks she’s balancing the scales of justice, but really, she’s just trying to fill a hole that her own abusers left behind."
Calla stood up, the legs of her chair screeching against the linoleum. Nobody in the bar looked over. Two old men at the counter were busy arguing about a football game. A lone trucker was staring into his whiskey. They had no idea that the woman the television was dissecting was standing ten feet away.
She walked to the bathroom, her legs feeling heavy and disconnected. Inside, the fluorescent light flickered, casting a sickly green hue over her skin. She leaned over the sink and splashed cold water on her face.
He was using her. Jesse had used her for labor and ego, and now Darius was using her for ratings. He took her private, jagged moments of survival and smoothed them out into a narrative for people to consume over dinner.
*She’s trying to fill a hole,* he had said.
Calla looked at herself in the cracked mirror. Her hair was different now, a dark, flat brown that didn’t catch the light. Her eyes looked older. She felt a sudden, terrifying urge to reach through the screen and wrap her hands around his throat—not to kill him, but to ask him how he dared to think he knew her.
But beneath the anger, a colder realization began to settle. It was a prickle of recognition.
Darius wasn't just a vulture. He was a mirror. He was obsessed with her, tracing her path through the desert like a pilgrim. He spent his nights thinking about her, talking to her through the airwaves, building a monument to her out of words and speculation.
In a world where she had become a ghost, he was the only one looking.
She walked back out into the bar. On the screen, Darius was still talking, his hands moving in expressive, practiced gestures. He looked like he was enjoying himself. He was thriving because of her. They were tied together now, two hunters in a landscape of dust and blood.
He was the only person alive who was truly paying attention.
"Check, please," Calla said, her voice low and controlled.
The bartender didn't look up as he slid a small slip of paper across the wood. Calla dropped a five-dollar bill on the counter. She didn't wait for change.
As she walked out into the cool desert night, the neon sign of the bar hissed above her. She felt the vastness of the highway calling to her, a long, black ribbon of nothingness. Darius was wrong about her heart, but he was right about one thing.
She was being seen. And for the first time since she’d left her old life behind, she didn't feel like she was running alone.