A Map on the Supper Table
The plate had been borrowed from a woman downstairs who had made Mira promise to return it before supper. Brenda set a salt page on it anyway.
“That is for eating,” Mira said.
“It’s holding a thing that would ruin the table. I’d call that useful.”
“She’ll ask what you put on it.”
“Tell her fish.”
Celia looked up from the corner of the table she was trying to clear. “Do not tell her fish. There is no fish, and she will offer to wash it.”
Brenda lifted the page by its dry edges and moved it onto a square of sailcloth. The plate bore a pale ring where it had stood. Mira took it away before Brenda could find another use for it.
The loft had once held enough sail to shade half the harbor. Now a patched canvas sheet divided Mira’s sleeping space from the worktable, and every chair had something drying on it. Celia’s socks hung over the back of the one nearest the stove. They had been damp since morning, when rain had reached through a loose roof tile and found the small bundle that held most of what she had carried from her official lodging.
Mira touched a heel. “Still wet.”
“They’ll dry.”
“Not on the chair they won’t. There’s no heat by it.”
“There is no heat by any chair.”
“Then give them here.” Mira took the socks and set them near the stove, well clear of its iron side. “You can measure where they go later.”
Celia returned to the table. The remark would have deserved an answer if Mira had not been right. She laid down two strips of clean cloth to mark a space for each page. The cloth gave a little under her ruler. She moved the ruler aside. She no longer had an office desk with a firm edge, but the loft table would serve if she kept her hand steady.
Brenda brought the remaining pages from the covered box. The dry ones had paper between them. A newer sheet still shone along one edge, and she left it on its tray.
“That one stays there,” Celia said.
“I know how to carry my own cargo.”
“You set the other one on a dinner plate.”
“And caught you before you put your sleeve in it. We all have gifts.”
Celia pulled back her cuff. Brenda was right about that, too.
They worked through the pages already safe to handle, placing them in the order Celia had recorded. Each rested apart from the next. Even dry crystal could cut a careless finger, and the wet salt carried more than a cut. Celia kept a folded square of paper beneath her hand when she shifted a corner. The page from the quay showed a stair they had followed. Another held the lines of a courtyard drawn by children who had never walked there. She had no need to read either again.
The space between pages grew tight. Mira fetched an upturned crate for the box, then put the borrowed plate on top of it.
“Not there,” Brenda said. “That’s where I sit.”
“You have a chair.”
“It has her socks on it.”
“They’ve moved.”
Brenda tried the chair. One leg rocked on the boards. She wedged a scrap of wood beneath it with her boot and sat, satisfied. Celia checked the pages again while the two of them disputed whose cup had a crack. The argument took no care from her. It left her free to work.
For days, every page had asked something of its reader. A route to measure. A voice to answer. A memory to keep out of her own. Here they were objects that needed room on a table while someone hunted for a clean cup. Celia drew one sheet closer, using the paper under her hand, and checked the gap against the next.
“Half an inch,” she said.
Mira stopped turning the cup. “What is?”
“The space I left. It ought to be enough.”
“For what?”
Celia set the ruler down. “I’m not sure.”
She had arranged the pages by night. Their outer edges made a ragged line. One had a narrow bite near its upper corner; the next had a mark much lower. Perhaps a broken edge from being washed against stone. Yet the marks were too square. She moved the second page down until the little cuts stood level.
Brenda leaned forward. “If you’re making a bigger page, you’ll run out of table.”
“I’m not joining the streets.” Celia held the ruler across the two margins. The script still failed to meet. The cuts did.
A drop slid from the page on the separate tray and struck its rim. Celia waited until Brenda had moved the tray farther from the others before drawing a third dry sheet into place. Its notch lay on the opposite side. She turned it a quarter turn.
“Careful,” Mira said.
“I am.” Celia eased it back. “No. I was. This is the wrong way up.”
She tried another page. The notches could be set in line, but only by leaving wide gaps between the written portions. If the marks belonged to a binding, that made little sense. If they marked how the sheets should be placed against another surface, it might.
Brenda reached for a heel of bread on the crate, then looked at the plate and put the bread back in its paper. “My aunt had blocks for printing sail marks. Bits of wood with cuts along the sides so you put them in the frame the same way each time. Wouldn’t have trusted her with a map, mind.”
Celia brought two margins close enough for the squared cuts to face each other. Printing blocks. A line that did not ask her to touch the words at all. She pressed the ruler lightly across a sheet of paper laid beside the crystal, gauging how much of an edge a rubbing might take.
Mira watched her hand. “What are you after?”
“The shape. Only the shape.” Celia moved the paper away before it brushed the newer page. “If I put dry paper over one of these and rub along the margin, I may be able to keep the cuts and the lines beneath them without reading through the salt.”
“May,” Brenda said.
“Yes. It has not been tried.”
Mira set down the cracked cup and cleared her own papers from the far end of the table. “Try one that’s dry, then.”
Celia fetched plain paper from the small case she had managed to carry out of her lodging. She tested a corner against the lamp. It was dry. So was the blunt side of the pencil she chose. Mira held the paper while Celia fixed the first salt sheet beneath it with two clean weights. Brenda moved the bread and the borrowed plate off the crate so there was room to stack any finished work.
Celia wrote Dry Impression Atlas on the cover of a spare folio. A title was a claim larger than the single sheet before her, but it gave her somewhere to put the work if it held.
She laid the paper over the page. The pencil passed lightly across the margin, too lightly at first to leave more than dust. She changed her grip and tried again. One square notch appeared in gray, then the short line beside it.
Celia lifted the paper by its corners. No borrowed kitchen, no stranger’s grief, no lost hour. Only a faint mark. That proved little beyond this one stroke, and the rubbing itself might have missed a detail she would need. She wrote the page’s date below it so she could check her own work later.
Then she looked from the mark on the paper to the pages spread across the table. The cuts along their margins stood at different heights, but the spaces between them repeated. With the sheets set like printing blocks, notch beside notch, they began to align.